Tired

i'm just tired n really want to sleep.

please wake me up when February come....

Spiritless-HollowRiku

mendengar melodi ini membuatku seperti terbang ke dunia lain, dunia yang sangat ingin aku ciptakan. dunia tanpa tekanan, yang hanya mengijinkan orang-orang penuh kasih dan cinta tinggal di dalamnya. halah!

khayalan yang absurd tapi menyenangkan untuk dipikirkan, mengingat begitu banyak kepalsuan, iri dengki, materialisme, dan kebobrokan akhlak merajalela akhir-akhir ini.

this is one of my favorite composition by Moises Nieto, young pianist from Spain. enjoy...

Matahari Senja

menikmati matahari senja dalam kebisuan...aku merindukanmu

S.U.R.A.M

the third painting. i called it 'Freaky Tree', and my friends said : SURAM.

YOU

i adore you with every heart and mind...you are amazing.

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Chocolate and The Mood

Finally I got my cheese after a long time waiting with growling stomach! :(

oh, hi there, Beautiful! long time no see! how are you?
you know, my creator had so many things to think lately. her job, her new future plans, her family...and YOU. well, i could see that you've been filling her mind all the time since...hmm, better i don't mention it. so, i couldn't keep my promise to tell you stories for almost 3 weeks! (blame it on my creator :p).

today i saw my creator bought a big bar of chocolate from the office canteen and i wonder, will she eat all that chocolate while doing her job? God! her weight will compete with mine if she do that!!
so, i asked her about it and she simply said: 'Don't be so noisy, Toothie! I need caffeine right now but i can't drink coffee...'.
okay! so i shut my mouth and eat my cheese.

see, she got a huge bar of chocolate!
i watched as she bite it and her face looks more relax than before, and i wonder...
'What?', she said with frown face. i confused.
'What...what??', i said.
'Don't stare at me that way! i can't concentrate on my work! wanna ask anything?', she asked me.
'May i taste?' i asked. she looked at me with that funny look in her face. then she gave a small piece of her chocolate. i eat it all...and suddenly i feel so relax and happy.
'How is it?' she asked me.
'Delicious and i feel much better! can i have another bite?'
'No! you've got your cheese!'

ah! i want that sexy snack! :(

Andaikan Kau Datang Kembali...

suaramu masih terngiang saat menyanyikan lagu ini...

a week later...

I miss you...

Rasanya seperti kehilangan separuh diriku...

TOOTHY THE MOUSIE

Hello! (it sounds like 'Hellouw'). i am a little mouse living at my creator's office. well, actually i was just born at 3 pm today when my creator got nothing to do but sketching at her office.
my name is Toothy by the way. such a 'physical' name :(

as you can see, i have a special body...large ear, funny eyes, seven mustache (???), fat and my tiny mouth full with the two long teeth. that's why my creator called me Toothy (hate that name!).
my creator sent me here to accompany you...yes, you! beautiful lady with a sexy voice :). I, officially, will be your 'bedtime lullaby' that will gladly telling you stories every week (well, i would love to make it EVERY DAY, but my creator's head is too small to think about a new story everyday. so she can only provide it every week).

well, i hope you will enjoy our stories or poems or joke or whatever my creator want me to tell you :)

oh! and by the way, she asked me to bring this flower to you (she made me do this when i asked her some cheese...God, i'm starving!!) :)
i hope you like it :D...and please don't hate me, i know you hate rats! ^^


i love you, sayangku...

Should I Keep This Promise?

the temptation to get near you is stronger than anything i want...

tell me, should i keep my promise? don't you feel the same, sayang?

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Under The Moonlight

this is my second 'masterpiece'. i called it Under The Moonlight. well, it's not gud enuf, i know.  but i think it's pretty artistic, don't you think? :))

C.L.O.S.E.R.

menghitung hari dan itu membuatku semakin takut....

berusaha mengalihkan semua rasa tapi sangat sulit, semua sudah terlanjur menyatu.

berharap ada keajaiban meski semuanya sungguh absurd....

bertahan dan membuat semuanya terlihat baik-baik saja...hanya itu yang bisa kuusahakan.

i love you, dear love...

I Love You

I love you...

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What's the most important?

one  day, Shadow asked Ghost about her need so that Shadow could provide it. Shadow has a habit to provide what Ghost need because she love her so much. Ghost just smile and said: 'I don't need anything from you...i just need you'
Shadow felt sad and said: 'I really want to be there with you, to feel your embrace and your kiss..but you know my situation, it's difficult...'
Ghost smiled, 'Yes, I know...'
Ghost known the situation and never meant to push Shadow to be there for her. She felt grateful to have Shadow in her life, even they never meet. But sometimes the need to see her lover was so strong, she couldn't deny. So she asked something that she actually known Shadow won't give.
'Can i have your photo?'
'What for? you promise to see me someday...you can see all of me there. and I will gladly show you everything', said Shadow.
'Can i see your eyes? just a piece of photo of your eyes...please', said Ghost.
it was silence for a moment...and then Shadow finally said:
'I will send my photo to you soon...'
Ghost smiled and said thanks to Shadow. she couldn't wait to see her lover's eyes.
the time running so fast, Shadow never forget to provide Ghost's needs but she never send the photo. so Ghost asked her once again.
'where's your eyes?'
'what? here! I use it to stare at your photo!', said Shadow trying to make a joke. Ghost chuckled. she always love when Shadow make a joke.
'Your photo, my love...'
silence.
'Why is it so important to you? we will meet and you can see me...all of me', said Shadow.
'You promise to send it to me....'
'Honey...please...'
'Why is it so hard to you to give the most important thing i need? I don't need anything from you...i just need you! Are you afraid that i will do something bad to your photo?', cried Ghost. she felt so sad and dissapointed.
'No...it's not like that. Honey, i don't want you to live in pain if we have to be apart someday...you know we can be together right now. I don't want you to always longing for me while your life must go on...it will difficult to you to forget about me if you have my photos. please understand...', said Shadow with pain in her chest.
'I know what to do with my life without you someday, don't worry about it...i just need you right now...before i lose you...is that too much for you? Please don't give me your promise and keep me hanging like this'
'I will give what i promise...it's just a matter of time!', said Shadow with sadness in her voice.

it's just a matter of time...we'll be apart soon, my love...all i ask was just a piece of photo. Ghost hang up the phone in dissapointment.

Annoying!

Segitu menjengkelkan dan mengganggunya aku sampai-sampai harus di remove...

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Happy Birthday, Dear Love...

Happy Birthday, dear love...wishing you a happy and blessed life :)

Maaf tidak bisa memberi lebih...hanya lukisan ini saja. Semoga sayang suka...